Dear Lily

i've been sitting here thinking about all the things I wanted to apologize to you for. 

All the pain we caused each other. 

Everything i put on you. Everything  I needed you to be or needed you to say. 

I'm sorry for that. 

I'll always love you, because we grew up together. And you helped make me who I am.

I just wanted you to know, that there will be a piece of you in me, always. 

And I'm grateful for that. 

Whatever someone you become, wherever you are in the world, I'm sending you love. 

Yes, I have to admit that, you are my best friend to the end of my life.

                                                                           -------------Love L J